Here we go....

I'm sitting here thinking about what I will talk about...do I have anything to say? I'm not yet sure but I am determined to try..Sometimes I feel like all the words have already been said and there is nothing left for me to say..I think I will talk about something that has affected my life for many years and I have finally received closure this weekend. Eighteen years ago I lived in South Lake Tahoe and I was participating with the California Conservation Corps. One day a young eleven year old girl named Jaycee Lee Dugard was kidnapped from in front of her house, in front of her father as a matter o fact, but he couldn't get to her in time. I have often thought to myself how that must of felt to him and how that must of haunted him everyday of that eighteen years. I remember joining the search for the and seeing her parents sitting at a picnic table with expressions on their faces that I still could not put into words that would accurately describe the pain. More times than I could ever list this girl has come into my mind, I have spoken of her from time to time and always wondered what happen to her. This weekend I sat down at my computer like I have done many times and when my home page opened up I saw something that I never thought I would ever see. The words Jaycee Lee Dugard found alive after eighteen years missing. Instantly I had to read more, mt eyes filled with tears as I read the details of what her life has been like while being the captive of a sick man and his wife for all these years. I began to feel as though society had failed this use to be little girl many times over while being captive because many reports had come into police about this strange man and his encampment prison in his backyard, but they were never checked out past this mans front door. Why do these evil people exist,,,how can this mans wife live in support of this all these years..How will Jaycee recover from this eighteen year trauma, and since she Boer two children by this mad man, will she ever be able to get past this trauma with a constant reminder staring back at her with innocent eyes? What is a parent to do when these sick evil people come to our homes and snatch out children from under our guard. Should we keep our children prisoners, locked up inside for there own protection. Never allowed to run free and explore our world for fear of predators? Why must our reality be that we have to teach our children of these evils not allowing them to feel completely safe in this world..Not allowing then to trust people completely, but to always worry and be cautious. It is not fair that I have had to tell my children to fight if they are in this situation and even if they have a weapon fight for your life because being shot is probably better than what that sick pedophile will do to you when they have you alone..right there with that very conversation a part of my children's innocent was lost..All because of the devils that walk the earth around us looking at our children with there sick, godless eyes. I get it you are probably thinking why teach them just always have them with you in your arms sucked in tight. Never allow then to walk to a friends house, never allow them to go to the movies with their friends, never allow them to play in the from yard, never allow them to roller skate down the street alone, never allow them to grow and explore the world...never allow then to travel with school trips, never allow then to walk to school with their friends..just never allow them to do anything except stay under you all the time or locked up tight in the house..Buy then a TV and a computer and always begin every sentence with "when I was a kid" let them dream and live through your experiences and what you were free to do while a child..Is this the way we have to raise our children??I say no!! we need to take our world back from the fear of the pedophiles and send a lesson that if you are going to prey upon our children we are going to stop you with any means necessary. the war is not over seas, it is here in our own land against the sick, devils that are no longer hiding in the darkest corners but are canvassing and coming out into the sun light to steal our children and commit sick crimes against them..,Lets all stand up and take the power these people have gotten through our fears back and give our children the childhood they deserve . Let them experience a little of the magic that is suppose to happen while we are young instead of rearing a population of untrusting over stressed fearful adults..